Went CG surprise BBQ just now, organised by his girlfriend and Joo. Even her family was invited. And CG was surprised, and who said he want to cry? OMfg!! HAha...

And he was like soo shy when we ask him to take photo wit his gf. look at his shy look man!!!!


Well... its a good bbq, whereby we couldnt finish up the food and we had a lot of good flash back of memories. the old days were really memorable. =)

Thats all.

I've changed my mobile number. And my phone, to a beauty name viewty. Serious cool. and I've decide it for a long term use. 2 years.

Went to my cousin's one month old celebration. Well, its a tradition way to celebrate the special occasion of a new born baby. She's cute and petite, but she is still a baby, so my comment is way too frail. =P

Well, on my way to my aunt's home, I saw a huge crowd over the Coke lorry. They giving up free bottled coke zero. And I called to ask my parents whereabout, den they said they are at aunt's home. they ask me to take afew bottle of the coke zero. and i took.

when i reached aunt's home, i saw bout 10 bottles laying on the table. =.=
haha!

DAMN FUNNY! And kiasu.. wooohoo

im super regret, playing cabal the whole of ytd, untill 4am plus. damn tired today. but super fun, cos i see cai, ivan, xiuming, ray and kai gay over dere, with the stupid dances. their 'naked dances' and lame pvp. one word. GAY!

tata.. go watch tv

im installing window updates, and its really slow.. its already 3.55am! Damn!

well.. i misses w34Q.. especially the few of them.
this holiday is fruitful, a break from studies and i manage to earn a few dollar durin these few months. but one thing in mind, i misses my friends.

Haiz.. wat is fearing me is the upcoming term. NEW CLASS ENVIRONMENT, NEW CLASSMATES and NEW STRESSESSSS!! and im like sliently scold 'faggot! shit!! HOW?? @%$&^#$!'... You know how i hv to undertake?

but good thing is... no school on wednesday. ;) a big swing from my mood just to heard that.

GOSH! I hope this holiday doesnt come to an end that fast, cos i hvn made a full use of it. i hvn had enough fun!!




hahah!

sometimes, i wish im little less worry
a little more bubbly..

Im kinda of missing the daes when im a child, no worries or trouble..
And when laughters are truely from the heart isnt or just a tough act infront of anybody.

I seriously enjoy working, although I complaint, but i felt the time flies and felt that I have a task at least for the moment, to keep me busy from those thoughts.

原来长大根本没那么简单，而是残酷得道路。
长大是领悟，
是十字路，
是艰难的。
更难的是‘实事’。

我，要到几时才能回到能单纯的快乐？我已忘了如何开怀的笑，那种特别的感觉。。

Imnotgoingtofallinlovea....
loveisallabout
lovingsomeonewhomightnotevenlikeyou
and
leaveyouemptyhope

andthefeelingislikenow;jumbledup

This is not the first time i very complain the pain in my mouth!! The first trouble is the jaw, and now???! UCLERS!!!

Its not damn pain, but its damn damn super pain.

I've tried all the solution..
rinse my mouth often
honey
salty water
salt..
ice
and even toothpaste...
Instead of recovering, it got worst?!

ARGH!!

Now im trying panadol.

Cos its really pain and it affects my day badly =(

Go away ulcers... hmmm!

Images of you running in my head..

How much i wish those will come true.

It fantasy my mind just by thinking, thinking what if the day comes, and what i will do...


But yet everything seems far away.. only the dreams make me feel closer to you.

I follow decisions, I tried no to deny anything, but doesnt mean i okay wit everything.

I easy with anything but I am keeping everything to myself.

I dun need anything, but i need a space for myself.

FRIDAY!! FINALLY.... I'M DAMN DAMN SLEEPY, I SWEAR!!
Can you imagine someone who yawn and yawn during work?? Tat's me...

I can get a longer sleep tonite, i mean after 12am, cos i wan to stay up to watch 'Goong'. And den go to bed, sleep more den 7hrs of slp!
WOHHHOOO!!!

I'm goin to watch 'SKY OF LOVE' tml! And ppl told me its superb! AND I WAN TO WATCH AND I FINALLY GOT SOMEONE TO GO WIT TML, althought its a little sucky to watch with that person lar. but no choice okay??!! Even if the show ended up not as expected, it will be all cos im watching it wit the wrong person. HAHA!

Okay, now all i need is creativity in my work. Tat's all I need, I think.



I wonder if my heart ever tell me what is truely in mind. Now and then, im confuse wit myself, and if I'm fallen the love trap. As wat ppl said, 'its btr to be loved, than to love'. I think I've lost in the battle.

My eyes sores after looking into the screen for hours.. So this will be a brief post, cos now i got freak phobia of staring into the screen.

But time pass quite fast, cos i was very focus in my work; Photoshop! Hahaha!

Now feeling the aches all over my body.



Feeling quite happy. Since I've been working, instead of staying at home and get no money. At least I've earn my little hundred =)

Tata...

Tired & sleepy is how i describe my feeling bout my work.

Half of the time, im looking at the time, pray hard it move faster, so i can quickly knock off from work. Half enjoying and half dead.

So my conclusion is, Im not that kind of ppl who can sit comfortably in the office and do my work. I still prefer walking about, rushing here and dere and get things done in rush. tat's when i feel that the clock is functioning well.

You know, i seat dere so comfortably till i feel the pain on my buttock, and just clicking the mouse makes my finger numb? See... when ppl thinks it a great enjoyment, I feel the pain..

I wonder.....

The medicines the doctor prescribed for me makes me feel light and relax, and its just like taking drugs. Well, im not really sure how a person feels like after drugs, but i think it makes people feel light, relax and happy.

Bcos the doctor suspect that my jaw is inflamed, so gave me some medicine. To relax my muscles and another one which i dun neo. another medicine is to prevent gastric, bcos one of the medicine may cause gastric.

But I realise after I took the medicine, i will fall asleep.. So I spent my weekend in the dreams..


And I am getting a new phone and contract(student plan) by 28 March 2008. So currently looking for a good phone. maybe this time a phone which is WLan capable. And I promise I will use this phone for 2 yrs long, without changing(only if its working in gd condition).
SO I MUST LOOK INTO SERIOUSLY! And i already have a few phone in my mind. But prettry expensive. So hope that the price will drop tremendously.

YEAH!

The last day of enjoyment =(
Cos after that, I got to go back to jail life. As in sleep early, wake up early.

hhahah! i bought a Pen+tablet set, so i can start doing my drawing on my laptop. but having a hard time now. and my mum is grumbling bout it.

=P

But it will bbe rather worth, if i can make use of it well and learnt something new.

im sure i will be able to do it aannd i can!

HAHAH!! Good nite!

Meeting Aini & ifaa tml.. to IT show. Christine and chee chong not confirmed.
Dont know what I should buy, cos nothing in mind. except RAM? Shall see.

Something came in mind today, which I find myself getting angry over even thought it was the past. What's in my mind? I think being friends, we should magnanious, but at times, some people just get overboarded and trying to go beyond other's limit. Like scolding someone (shut up), or using vuglarity(fuck you & etc) and worst.. scolding them without a vaild reason.

I care if u use vuglarity on me or scold me, but pls be reasonable! If you dont like it, neither do I, or others. I remember every single words u said and I'll nv forget, your nasty words and things u have done to anybody.

YES, i agree being a friend, we have to be open to one another, and this might be a bloody small method, BUT for me, I think friends should have a limit and its an insult to me.

Since everything and after every incidents... I learnt that friends cannot be trust that easily and there is no such bloody thing call 'best friend', which i think only stupid believes it.

ARGH!! Just thinking bout it makes my blood boils. DAMN those people!

Its like super late Or super early, depending how you goin to look into it. But one thing, Im not in bed yet. Going to get another round of reprimanding for not turning in early.

Most probably, parents are just worrying bout the bills. hahah!

Stuck with my book;P.S. I Love You, which was a super romantic book.. for a girl =P and my rubik's cubes. I nearly solved it, left with a few mixed up cubes but due to the over reaction, I mix it up and then... back to the usual mess. ;(
I'm pretty sure Im goinng to smash and break it into individual cubes.. den fix it back.... COS its really irritating to do the same action repeatly but yet soo eager to solve it asap!

Im going to bersak soon, so I think its better for me to stick on wit my book!


Okay.. Bedtime, wit no bedtime story ;(



I've made my promises, to give up.. So no intention in mind, no no no..........

I din try, and I nv have the courage to try, but what im going to say is 'give up'.

Cos its will nv be me.. to do all those I nv thought i will do.

And sooo seeing the everything from far, will be my routine.


~ The end ~

I wan to fly kite.
I wan to watch MOVIES.
I wan to sleep my life.
~

Going for dinner den to see my baby cousin... =)